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random around my room pictures :)

speak quietly to yourself & promise there will be better days. whisper gently to yourself and provide assurance that you really are extending your best effort. console your bruised and tender spirit with reminders of many other successes. offer comfort in practical and tangible ways - as if you were encouraging your dearest friend. recognize that on certain days the greatest grace is that the day is over and you get to close your eyes. tomorrow comes more brightly…”…..Mary Anne Radmacher

&#8220;I was not proud of what I had learned but I never doubted that it was worth knowing.&#8221; &#8230;Hunter S. Thompson

“I was not proud of what I had learned but I never doubted that it was worth knowing.” …Hunter S. Thompson

&#8220;Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming &#8220;Wow! What a Ride!&#8221; &#8230;Hunter S. Thompson

“Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming “Wow! What a Ride!” …Hunter S. Thompson

some of my few random favorite things

… Take chances, Tell the truth, Date someone totally wrong for you. 
Say no. Spend all your cash! Fall in love. Get to know someone random. 
Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at a stupid joke. 
Cry. Get revenge. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell the asshole what you feel. Let someone know what theyre missing. Laugh til your stomach hurts….wise words from my beautiful Auntie <3

le sigh…

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
  Hmmm….in the last few days lol

Who did you hangout with last night? I hung out with my Child and the man she calls Dad :)

How many hours did you sleep last night?
 maybe 8 hours…

Do you miss your past?
 Some parts….from 19-24 no…I don’t 

What are you doing tonight?
 finishing up laundry, going to bed early!

Do you think your ex still likes you? The jury is still out on that one…maybe my most recent ex…but the others, I really could care less..

What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
 A peanut butter sandwich :)

Do you believe ex’s can be friends?
 
.Like Mae West once said, All discarded lovers should be given a second chance, but with somebody else.


Did you ever lose a best friend?
 Yes, when I was 14 my best friend, Crystle died in a tragic accident :(

What is wrong with you right now?
 easier question, what isn’t wrong with my right now :(

What are you listening to?
 the kiddo’s cartoon

Who was last to cook for you?
 No one cooks for me, I do the majority of the cooking in this household 

What is your current mood? confused…melancholy 

Something you do a lot?
 school


Do you want to see somebody right now?
 I am not sure…My Kiddo is by my side, she’s all I need

Who is the last person that made you smile?
 Child of mine <3

How’s your day going so far?
 relaxing! 

Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
 I can say yes, but I know I don’t mean it

Anything you’re looking forward to?
 my grad!

Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
 Probably

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
 i think so :-/ and it makes me sad

Are you waiting for something? 
grad!

Who has your heart at this moment?
 My child, forever!

Would you kiss an ugly person for $1,000? 
Ugly people need love too!

Who gave you the last high five? 
My kiddie kidderson

Do you want to grow old with someone or be single?
 right now, I am good with being single!

What were you doing in the last 30 minutes? just hanging out with my kid :)

What was something that happened to you in 1998?
 I was into mischief :)

If you were stranded on an island with the person you hated and without food what would you do? If I were unable to reconcile with the person, I would probably go all hannibal lector on them…lol…jk I would hope that we could team work it and survive!


When someone catches your eye, do you try to make an eye contact or avoid it?
 It depends, sometimes I try to make eye contact, sometimes I don’t

What color is your comb?
 pink

What was the last thing you bought?
 Groceries…Blah boring grown up stuff



How do you know when your in love?
 when you get butterflies in your tummy, you can’t wait to see or hear from your lover, or when you aren’t with them, you find some reason to bring them up in conversation :)

Have you been to China? Nopers

Where do you keep your money?
 Bank and sometimes my wallet

Do you wish you were back together with any of your exes?
 Not at all…I loved my lovers at one point in time, but I love me more

Do you like peanut butter?
 Absolutely!

Have you been to the ENGLAND? 
Not at all, and have zero interest in going.

Dream country?
 I do enjoy being exactly where I am at. But if I had some sort of choice I would be in 1 of the 3 places, Seattle (close to my Brother) New York (who wouldn’t want to live in NYC!?!) or Los Angeles (I <3 LA)

The thing you love about relationships?
 I have yet to find out…I love having someone to hold hands with, and feel comfortable enough to open up to and be myself with…and again, I have yet to find that

The thing you love about being single?
 I am unsure…

Would you give up a dream for someone you loved?
 God no.

Do you wanna cut your hair?
 Yes! The next time I am in Nanaimo, I am going to get it cut!

Are you over the age of 25? I’m so close to being 27 :)

Do you talk a lot?
 Sometimes. 

Favorite ice cream?
 Tiger Tiger

Could you date someone who has been only your friend for a long time?
 My last relationship was with someone who I’ve known for a very long time. We spent one summer where we hung out every single day, which was about 6 years ago…We dated for 1 year, and are still trying to maintain a friendship cause a beautiful little one is involved.

Are you typically a jealous person?
 …i hate to admit it, but sometimes, yes.

Is there such thing as perfect relationship?
 I don’t think so, I hope not anyways  :-/

Do you chew on your straws?
 yes!

Do you have curly hair?
 My hair is wavy 

The kind of person you’re first attracted to?
 omg…dorky, musician, bookworm, music freak…Kinda like Spencer Reid meets Flea meets Jack White kinda guy

What is something you say a lot?
 “dude”  ”goodness gracious!” 

Do you have to work tomorrow?
 I am in clinical tomorrow :)

The last person you kissed needs you at 3 am would you go?
 Yes! I am an on call 24/7 Mama!


Who was the last person you said I love you to?
 My sweet little Girl <3

I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles&#8230;Audrey Hepburn

I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles…Audrey Hepburn

If you&#8217;re gonna be two-faced at least make one of them pretty&#8230;Marilyn Monroe

If you’re gonna be two-faced at least make one of them pretty…Marilyn Monroe